January 10, 2023
Defrocking happens first.
And then resetting.
Room by room.
Even the bedroom moves from holiday cheer to winer warmth.
Sometimes I feel like a set designer, but restoring order and creating comfortable, interesting spaces has always helped me move forward into the next step, the bigger task. At this time of the year the goal is to move into the new year.
Shopping the house and rearranging and fashioning a slightly different look in each of our rooms is only part of the new year assignment, however. Not as physical, but just as important, if not more so, is my annual ritual of re-reading my journals from the previous year.
Sunday afternoon I settled into my Girlfriend Chair in the garret and re-lived the past year, As I read, I wrote down in my new journal some key events and thoughts, and I noted signs of growth, along with what I still need to learn. I looked for patterns and ongoing questions. I was touched by the joys and the deep sorrows.
I honored the past year and my life in that year.
Some Key Learnings
- My word of the year was rhythm. I was more aware of my own rhythm. Along with being aware of each day’s rhythm–appointments, items on the To Do list, my husband’s needs and plans etc–I became more aware of my own rhythm and the pace I needed to function and live well. I often asked myself, “What is possible now?’ as well as “What do I need right now?”
- About this time last year I entered a time of intentional discernment about whether or not to continue working on my memoir. I gave myself time and space to listen to my heart and to explore what gives me purpose and meaning. I asked myself how I wanted to use my energy now. The result of this discernment time was to let go of my memoir as a book, No regrets. In fact, I have felt lighter, freer, and in some ways I have reclaimed myself as a writer, not as someone who hopes to have a book published. Here’s the other thing: I have discovered that I was not just discerning whether or not to continue working on my book, but I was discerning how I want and hope to live my life, this stage of my life. Like decluttering, discernment is an ongoing process.
- This stage of life, these elder years, are tender ones in which loss plays a primary role. More and more I realize the importance of spiritual practice in my life; the need to maintain the ways I ground myself and deepen my relationship with God, along with ways to remain open. How do I continue to discover and live as the person God created me to be?
Simple Things That Added Joy
So much in my life continues to be life-enhancing, including meeting with my spiritual direction clients, facilitating the writing group at my church, attending weekly services, being with family and friends, writing this blog, and even continuing the process of decluttering. Along with these ongoing aspects of my life, I noted in my journal other pleasures.
- Entertaining at 4 o’ clock. Some snacks and beverages and gathering with a couple friends in the living room or on the patio. Easy. No fuss. Wonderful fellowship.
- Continuing to roam. Driving to small towns in Minnesota and Wisconsin. What’s interesting here? What would it be like to live there? We made a point of visiting the library in each town, and, of course, having lunch at the local bar or coffee shop.
- Installing new carpet in the bedroom. Fresh and clean. A lighter look.
- Working on shorter writing projects. Submitting to various online venues and having some published.
- Trying to stay away from my desk on Sundays. I’ve noticed major slippage in that department as the year progressed, but I am restating that intention for 2023.
- Writing 6 words to describe my day. For example, “Explored near and not so near.” or “Practice, play, prepare for next week.”
- Listening to my Pandora station, Christmas piano music, all during Advent. Such a lovely, soothing background for whatever I was doing.
- Facilitating conversation groups on topics important to those 55+.
I have not completed my January list—there are closets to clean and papers to organize and the oven is dirty, but even so I am planted in the new year, and I am grateful to be here.
One more thing: Thank you so much for reading my posts and for your kind and thoughtful words. Writing this blog is one of my pleasures; one of the ways I continue to learn and grow, and I thank you for your patience as I continue in the practice of life.
What are your new year’s rituals? I would love to know.
8 thoughts on “January Check-Up”
My New Year is comprised of taking down Christmas but keeping tiny white lights wherever I can. I love the feeling they give me. I notice it takes me longer to regroup. It seems I’m easily distracted 😁. Looking at your rooms is inspiring! I’ll get there!
I also signed up for a painting class. New. Year. New hobby!!
I keep twinkly white lights around my garret window, which are just perfect on thes dark mornings. EVERYTHING seems to be taking me longer these days.
Painting!!!!! Wow–I am impressed and delighted for you.
Your posts/blogs provide a breath of fresh air and a sense of peace for me. Looking forward to reading some of your favorite book choices. Blessed for your insight.
Thank you so much for your kind words. Fresh air and peace–may it be so!
I so very much enjoy your blogs. Your words are inspiring and your photos are just right. Thank you, please keep it up.
Thank you–how nice to know you are still with me!
I took down my Christmas decor a couple of days after Christmas. I like starting the new year with a clean slate in different ways, including the house decor. I get to the point where I can’t stand the Christmas clutter any longer.
I read my journals from the past year and make notes, too. Reflect on the year, what I need to work and focus on for the new year, what I need to let go of, what I learned.
New Year’s day my husband and I take a hike in our local State Park. Since the park is closed (though you can still walk in), it is extra-beautiful and peaceful with no car traffic. Great way to start the new year.
What a lovely (but cold) New Year’s Day tradition!